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Monday, May 30, 2005
hey today went dental appt now have lots of rubber bands in my mouth pain sia... then went orchard go shopping bought lots of things spent abt $130 at kino alone... then ate quite an expensive luch haha but i dun nid pay mah so da chi te chi...
these few days keep seeing those old DVDs that i bought but didn't see and suddenly wan to buy al the soundtracks haha cuz the songs are sooo nice... but a lot of soundtrack v hard to find leh cuz i see the show all are those not popular de...but at least i manage to get my lizzie mcguire movie soundtrack today! Wee! haha mad me...
i wana go energy qian ming hui but then no one go with me :( haiz... always have tis problem when it comes to energy...haiz...
holiday home work havent even touch and i found out i left my eng TYS and vocab book in sch and got homework...hurhur... how? must go take loh...since i am guai kia so i sure do h/w de mah...
read ting's blog quote " [ hur is a form of expression not a laughter, dont kno e meaning then dont use for goodness sake! ] " un-quote (is this how to quote things ? aiya nvm...) well since i am a user of the hurhur laughter so i shall explain... ok "hurhur" to me (a slyer) is a kind of laughter quote frm xiyu whom i ask wat is hurhur "its the way sly laugh" so we slyers use it as a kind of laughter... so to u it may b an expression but to us is a laughter it is that kind of laugh tat is v low... oh ya read the blog agn and "e" is short form for "the" just tat the original "e" has the sign on top... well, does tis make me one of the bitches reading ur blog? hey ans tis qn in my blog...
Friday, May 27, 2005
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!! WHOOO!!!Finally school's out! whoo!
today aft assembly we had this movie screening... the show was "October Sky" is was a true life story and was actually a book named " Rocket Boys" didn't know where the movie is a different title cuz was not there when they were introducing the movie... it was a great show... for the first time the school actually screen a show that kept me seeing... i guess the morale of the show is not to give up easily bah... very nice show lah... if u have the chance go find the video and see...
then aft that was spring cleaning and then i received my Thailand T-Shirt from Jac it was more simple than i expected... then spring cleaning was just shift al the table to the corner and put chair in the center tat's all... and oh ya i am goin to S.P.C.A on 1st June which is er... wednesday? ya...goin there to "help out" with the service learning...
aft sch i rushed down to k box at toa payoh to meet pei for K Lunch...then i ate seafood pasta and stir fried beef when i ordered the waiter was like " this is beef leh" haha...today sang quite a lot dunoe why pei nv dian so many song so i dian loh...haha... then came back le... then see TV then keep online liao...haha...
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
today chinese mr ang talk talk talk then started slacking liao...haha...eh? wat's wrong ah? y today my day like gt nth to blog abT? aiya den dun blog abt my day in school den blog bt wat i am doin just now...haha... i am mad rite?
today i clear my drawer cause i wanted to look for my TAPZ card oso dunoe y i looking for that just wanted to find it so i cleared the whole drawer just to find tat card when actually it was just in the box where i keep my money... so dumb rite? any way then i found many things that i tot i lost... haiz... run out of wat to write le lah... aiya bye bye
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
today hav the thailand de briefing then the tour leader was talking abt handphones blah blah blah telling us how to use handphones at thailand and later mrs hoo came out and say "do not bring handphones" wat is this man? cant we even bring handphones to thailand ? wat's this school problem man? i mean not allowing in school is to prevent theft and all but going thailand wat's wrong with bringing handphone? i mean they even allow digital cameras so why canot handphone? mad school...
then today take class photo... then i cant believe i am so short in my class loh i had to sit at the chair leh... last time always is stand de loh... :( then during candid shot the 3rd row kept falling down aft almost every shot loh so funny... then today skipped quite a lot of eng cuz aft briefing i went to eat then later canot find them mah...
i forgot wat i wan to say le... haiz... short term memory leh me... anyway any one wan to go see the animal tat cartoon movie? looking for ppl to see...
things are no longer the same no matter how similar they seem to be
Monday, May 23, 2005
hehe...today went to orchard with pei to buy rach and jaymie's present...then i myself oso bought alot of things loh...buy til came home with oni $2 in my wallet haha... well, we started off at heeren where i bought lots of things liao... then went over to cine to get a drink and rest legs tired le mah walk and walk liao sure tired de mah... then we saw eh? the basement got starwars and M&M de promotion and since i am so starwars crazy now of course i'll go check it out... then they are asking questions then got free gift mah then everytime he ask then i wil go tell peiling de ans... then when the person ask " Which planet is Anakin from?" then like no one bother him all looking at the chocolate did i mention that they were selling chocolates? if i didn't then they were... then i told peiling "tatooine" then i think the person ask then he ask agn looking at my side lah then i said "tatoooine" then like not v sure cuz dunoe how to pronouce mah then i was correct and got a free gift at first i tot wat free gift... i tot is notebook or note pad... yuan lai is oni a pack of chocolate...then they ask other question al i noe de loh haha suddenly think i am so li hai in star wars...haha...
then we go play arcade then walk walk walk til orchard mrt then go popular then we spent so much time there loh haha dunoe how we did tat oso... then go home le loh... hurhur... quite a fun filled day lah... aiya dunoe wat to blog le bye bye
Sunday, May 22, 2005
hee...i am back...just watch pacifier the show... funny show... kept laughing...haha... tml holiday no need go school haha... tml i goin orchard with pei go there to buy present for rach and jaymie havent buy yet when tml is rach bdae and tues is jaymie's bdae...hehe...
you noe i found out wat i predicted abt FTND a few months or weeks ago came true... now it's al back to how it started i am "N" agn even my "T" left... did u? well i think so... i feel tat i am al back to being "N" agn "N" and "N" oni without any one else... in a way i like it tis way... in a way i dun... and now i cant differentiate whether i like it more or dun like it more? haiz...
wait a minute... i tot i said no more depressing posts but wat is tis? well guess it's not tat easy to change just by saying it... much effort is needed... also much courage is needed to make a decision but do i have wat it takes? i doubt...so let's just end tis post in a depressing way agn...haha... wish me al the best...
Saturday, May 21, 2005
hey i am here agn...seem to b blogging v often hor? anw ytd forgot to talk bt the show tat i am so crazy abt now...star wars!!! WHOO!!!
went to watch star wars episode III on thurs... the show totally totally rocks! at first before i went to see the show i tot i would end up hating anakin aft episode III as he was suppose to become the bad guy darth vadar... but guess wat? i love him even more now!! the reason why he turn to the dark side was because he love padme and did not wan her to die... he so chi qing... i think he v shuai inside and the person who act him act til very good! when he was good he was real good and when he turned to the dark side he was real evil...his acting v good! he v shuai oso lah... anakin realy love padme alot loh...and is al that stupid sith fault if oni he did not tel anakin tat the dark side can save padme then padme wont die liao...
actually i think tat tis movie hav a hidden meaning loh i think it is actually trying to tel al that everything is predestinied (is tat how u spell?) cuz it's like anakin saw tat padme goin to die at labour so he turned to the dark side to save her but it was actually because he turned to the dark side that cause her to not hav the will to continue living perhaps if he just left things to go by its way padme would not have died...so it's like everything is predestinied no matter how hard u try to change it, it wil still happen...
i dunoe wat to say now...bye!
Friday, May 20, 2005
WHOO! today was interclass bball day cuz whole day got no lesson seeing basketball... it's been so long since i see basketball matches "live"... really enjoyed watching i totally love watching matches it's always so exciting... remember the days when i went to watch interschool de match... so nice! miss them... then 1st match was e1 vs e2...wow jackson v qiang leh... then e3/e5 girls v good... xien, yanlin, meifang,baoxian,peilin and haiyee rocks! they champion leh...then our class de boys oso not bad actually better than wat i expected jordan not bad oso then the bball de coach so funny when jordan shouting at the audience there he say sub jordan in lah then jordan go then the whole crowd cheer for him... he realy famous sia... then our boys lost to e2 aiya but stil great job guys! then the last 2 matches was nice the e6 and n2 match and the n2 and e2 match... i think n2 v qiang loh and they won champion i seriously think they deserve it lah wat others think i dunoe... when n2 play with e6 alot of goals v nice... then when n2 and e2 play not so many but v ji lie v nice! even bell ring liao i oso nv go i see finish then leave...WHOO! miss watching bball!!! oso felt like playing cuz like v long nv play liao anyone in for playing bball at my hse one day?
here's something for that someone that i've talking abt the past 2 post : you are giving me more and more reasons to give up quite sure if u noe i am talkin bt u, u will give lots of comments and i'm sure it doesn't matter to u whether i am giving up or not so why am i so troubled over this matteR? well i learnt tat now and may not care so much anymore... frm here u wil noe i am damn pissed off.. oh ya the person i'm talking abt is someone tat no one would hav expected it to b her...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
hey today got inter class netball and soccer... i was reserved for net ball and oni took over alicia once for half a game then play til damn bad loh me... so i decided it's betta for me to be an audience...haha... at first aft losing i not v happy but now ok le lah...xiang guo le...hav fun can le...
if u read my prev post just get one thing right it is not about love k? dun xiang wai wai....
nth much to blog today lah...
i am damn pissed off with ur fucking attitude...
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Today got back e maths cant believe i passed!! haha actually is just nice pass 50/10...haha... then my eng i overall got 58 hehe... then the rest ytd say liao oh ya my chi got 67...
today pang got PMS sia come in oni scold scold scold siao one sia! mad teacher! make us stand one period! siao!
today i do the green activist thing quite fun lah i type sooo fast haha finish faster than the rest even those who started earlier haha.... i like so bhb hor... then later play the 3R game quite nice lah...then suppose got netball training but no hav i oso dunoe wat i am suppose to do but anw i am reserve mah so not so bad...just hope dun sub me in can le...
haiz...something has made me bottled up again cuz i dunoe who to tell to and if i were to post here i scared the wrong person see it... i look back at last yr and tot of that 4 months and now i look at these almost 6 months now ... although the time was longer but tat 4 months was more fun and i felt happier, this 6 months i dunoe was i having fun was i happy or was i more worried and confused? up til now when i think of those 4 months i would stil sad over how it ended and i would miss the good old days... but i wonder aft this 6 months or more end wil i look back and miss the days,will i b sad? it's like the both are so different one is always so happy and joyful whereas the other always seem to be troubled by something and is depresssed and i wil feel so useless cuz there's nothing i can do... i was thinking if i could choose wil i choose tat short and happy 4 months or the complicated 6months? but the thing is no matter wat i can nv choose tat 4months any more its gone and wil nv b back but wat i can choose is whether to continue this complicated thing or just give up and move on to find another...
i dunoe... i am just gonna end my post with a question [ Who will be my listening ear when i need one,whose shoulder wil be there when i need one to cry on and who wil b my punching back when i need one?] who wil b that person i dunoe but al i noe is if anyone of u need one i'll be there and i wil not b a radio...
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Hey got today got back almost al my exam scripts except E maths... looking at my results i dunoe should i be happy or sad....
Here are the results:
Eng 27/50
Chinese 111.5/170
A maths 33/100 *Bleah*
Phy 61.5/90
Chem 51/90
Hist 16/25(only got source base second half missing)
SS 19/50
ok i am goin to talk abt my freaking SS... the reason i oni got 19 is cuz my stupid SEQ got 0 mark yes 0!!! This sucks lah... and Eng i was lucky i got 18 for summary if not i would hav failed too..then A maths our class 90% failed oni 4 person pass...wow...then my hist rite? dunoe y my section B missing loh wah liao stupid loh...then aft i take SS went for recess Elsa was saying my face v red then she like v scared i wil cry haha then i touch my face wah v hot leh dunoe y... then we go recess loh sort of had recess together lah..thanx Elsa! hurhur...
i always want to blog about alot of things but always by the time i reach tis page where i need to blog i wil not know where to start and wil b afraid i say wrong thing or let wrong ppl see wrong thing... then in the end keep to myself then feel bottled up...funny rite? haha...
eh? wanted to blog bt something de then now forget le... haha...so blur me...
Monday, May 16, 2005
hey today's cross country was cancelled due to the rain and we did a stupid walk loh... and the K Tan dressed sooooo er xin today!!! then almost the same grp of us went to J8 aft the walk like last yr oni tat there's tingting tis yr and rach and yuanyin was not with us... but they are stil at j8 but not with us... then at j8 the mood dunoe y like v sian leh...everybody seem soo sian...in the end go home le loh... then i see tv and here i am haha...
oh ya i went malaysia during the weekend rite? i bought this real nice small glass basketball i totally love it... wanted to buy one for meifang oso de but no more le oni got one so i take loh haha...then i bought a keropi bolster v cute de... like so childish hor?
i totally love the mini husky dog stuff toy tat teresa got me...soooo cute!!!hehe thanks teresa!!! haha... oh ya when u come my blog rite? must listen to the frontpage there de song leh... i keep changing de... so must listen...
Friday, May 13, 2005
Exams are officially over!YAY!!
changed my blog skin cuz wanted a fresh start aft my exams and be back the siao me! hehe... sory for the past few depressing posts... i am getting over it le bah...ya? hehe... oh ya tis blog skin so cute and nice make me feel like i not fit to use cuz i am not like tat at all but who cares aft all...haha
today aft listening compre go kbox with jaymie and pei...then they at first say until 5.30 so we start sing those v high song that got screaming and shoutting de at 5.15 but in the end they nv cal us so we sing til 7 then leave our selves so now i like no voice sound v weird...
tml and sunday wil b at malaysia but aiya go there to slack oni lah... so tat's al lah just now cancel my post v angry so not posting so much...
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
today amaths exam sure fail de... i made a deal with yiqi if i pass i wil not use computer for one week...haha... chem was bad too...today is a bad day for me...hurhur... for the first time in my life i feel so helpless or stupid in an exam leh...realy amaths sure die de loh...
i think my hist tomorrow oso wil b no where betta de...
today amazing race season finale i wanted to wait and see who win but alex told me :( and rob and amber nv win :( haiz... nvm lah is just a show...haha... i'm blogging stupid things aren't i? mayb cuz of the fact tat i AM STUPID! haha...
anyway tomorrow last paper and I AM FREE!!!!! so looking forward to the 2hrs in school tommorow...haha...1st time look forward to sch...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
exams continue....oh man... today is chinese wah then the last qn i talking rubbish loh...then tml is amaths and chem ...i was looking at the a maths qns and i dunnoe how to do even aft learning die le lah...then chem i al the tests are tyco tyco de loh...this time wont so tyco liao...how???
i found out that like exams approaching the end liao then i starting to slack in studying liao leh...at 1st phy stil abit enthu now haiya not at al enthu...
everytime i exam or test get bad result i wil say it is cuz i nv give my best then i wil give my best the next time but the same thing repeats the next time it repeats over and over i dun think i wil ever do well,mayb i have given my best and my best is get bad results....haha... i'm just dumb...ya?
today aft sch i came home and switch on my com signed in online and not much ppl seem to be online so i type chem notes but gave up aft a while and then she came online then she was so ji dong dunoe wat happen some time worried bt her scared one day she wil breakdown hope aft exams wil be beta then i was just saying she change nick v fast then she gone le...dunoe is offline or i tio block...dunoe wat happen she was so ji dong dunoe wat happen...cool down gal k?
many people seem to hav lots of problems and i am worried for them but i wil never be able to share their burden cuz i was and is stil nv being trusted... well i just wan to help just let u pour everything out to make u feel beta i wil not b a radio or newspaper or tv...just hope that i wil b able to help him/her share his/her burden... but i guess u wil nv noe me...
Monday, May 09, 2005
wah...exam liao ah!! today i finsh my phy sooo early then i look around everyone stil doin loh... i think wil do badly bah...then maths paper 1 i dunoe how to do half of the paper haha... and no time so goin to do badly...haiz... then chi i no mood to study at all how??? jiu ming!! but i tried my best to study le...haiz...
i'm missing the past...i wan to go back and undo wat i've did... but i cant...mayb it's meant to be bah the ending is suppose to be like tis...al i hope now is tat time wil change everything...everything is sooo different now...i realy hope to change tat but i guess its impossible... all i'm left with are memories...
25/03/2005 a night to remember...
Sunday, May 08, 2005
now i goin retro i went and took my past eng disc and listen haha... v out dated lah but they stil sound great! and bring back many memories...and now i am like so sian so here i am to blog... my stupid friendster is like soooo slow...haiz... waiting til sian...hurhur... i am glad that i did not go and listen to 5566 2nd album or else i dunoe...hehe...dun wan to say...
i dunoe things seem the same but also it seem different... i realy dunoe but like i've said wat's gone's gone nth and no one can bring tat back...so i realy dunoe just hope tat everything's the same and tat u stil treat me and look at me the same way...yA?
go eat dinner lo ! BYE!
Saturday, May 07, 2005
today oni learnt or should i say flip through my emaths textbook... no mood to study at al loh... the mood is always nt there when it comes to studying...haiz... i realy hav no confident about this mid yr... no mood to study and so many things somemore...haiya...sianz...
no mood lah everything oso no mood... haha... so nth to blog oso....
oh ya i change the song le... it's a nice song...so dun cut it away listen to it...
i did something tat i thought was right but it may not turn out so in the end...
Friday, May 06, 2005
Today i kept real quiet during physics i was trying my v best to listen but the problem was my mind is filled either filled with school work or filled with troubles anyway wat ever goes in just goes out the other side...wat u wan me to do? i tried my best to listen but it just didn't work!
then P.E. tat time i felt better and started talking agn...hee...then maths then eng al the same lah...then chem ms ong go through the mid yr paper... i wasn't even listening al i did was copy copy copy then i tot got SSP at 2.30 today then she move it to direct aft sch wah liao then two people behind me stil qurralleling wah liao then finally over le... go eat lunch then came back then the HCL de people hav the SSP mah so i just stay there loh then talk to jordan then later he oso go listen to Ms ong teach then i just lie on my table and look at ting's pig... tat time suddenly many thoughts filled my mind then i suddenly feel like talking to the pig but in the end dun hav lah or else i wil look like stupid ppl rite? then later go eat with ting opposite then came back ting continue SSP then i went home le...
then at nite was smsing with tingting then my mother like keep looking at my hp dunoe for wat then went out eat dinner then i changed my hp to 8250 for the nite and regretted badly so i came home quickly change back to my x70 haha...then here i am now..haha...
i feel so stupid loh... to think i actually believe u and then u nv tel me the truth... i feel like i am so ... so... aiya i dunoe lah i just feel v stupid loh... y must u go make things up and tel me? or why must u exaggrate things? wat's the reason for doin tat ? so tat he becomes evil and u become a victim? wat's the problem with both of u? i think u beta go think abt wat u did...
Thursday, May 05, 2005
I am breaking down...
hey today v sian leh... the lesson allll so boring some more The SS free period oso gone cuz mr choo take over so sian loh... then today ting de pig so qiang shou everyone oso wan haha....then the ear spoil liao..broken le... :( then er... mr ang nv come agn somemore is no paper de..he always nv come de loh aiyo...
today maths lesson doin the mid yr paper hor i do til i so scared cuz i dunoe how to do at all.... jiu ming ah!! i think i am goin to die badly for mid year.... then i come home take out the chem paper i look at it i dunoe how to do oso...AH!!! aiyo i mad liao... today not in a good mood lah so too bad...
wat's gone's gone nothing or no one can bring it back...
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
hey today quite fun lah maths lesson go it lab sooo relax... then eng haiyee teresa and me go tour zhonghua b4 goin actually want to go longer but saw tat they goin IT special room so decided to go loh then at IT room abigail and me practically spent 2 periods just talking haha... and teacher oso dun care... haha...then SS free period "self study" haha...then er... maths go lab oso then CE slack then aft sch go for the thailand briefing then my edu save not enough money must give cash!!! aHH!! just short by 2 dollars loh wah liao...aiya got something else tat make me v confused haiya dun wan talk bt it...bb
Monday, May 02, 2005
forgot to talk abt tis just now...today i see the movie the dao mang quan xiao Q.... so touching loh...when xiao Q and his voluteer parents seperate tat time i feel like crying but i ren, then when his blind mate die i cried but stil trying to ren then finally when xiao Q die tat time i cry liao... so ke lian loh... esspecially when the blind mate came and find xiao Q to walk their last walk the narration say til so sad... now adays i see show v easy cry leh dunoe y... i feel so weak loh show oni oso can cry... dunoe is it cuz normaly keep ren dun wan to cry so when see show i just let it out loh...haiz... like so useless like tat...
Sunday, May 01, 2005
back agn to blogging...
today slacked throughout the whole day... had bbq but like v sian leh...cuz i like not involved so decided to go sit at the poolside to look at stars but it was so cloudy and no stars sad sia... then i decided to sms ting ting hehe! but she oso nv reply v fast lah hor? tingting? so i was at the poolside playing with my handphone loh...haha...but stil v sian lah...
then i start thinking bt stuffs then finally i understand y tat time my bbq that time cy can sit up there so long...then er...let's see wat else... my dog was so hyper today due to the many ppl coming to my hse... and oh ya i totally love cooping myself up in my room but my mum doesn't like it so the oni time where i can close the door and b in my room alone is when i on the air con which is at nite...haha...
nth to blog le lah...no mood so that's al folks....hehe...