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Saturday, April 30, 2005
Been some time since i last blogged compared to how i used to blog daily...but it is not like i have nothing to blog the fact i have sooo much to say til i dunoe where to say so i did not blog...so let's see how much i can say today...
well, tis week in school i learn that the sentence " 说多错多说少错少" wat it means is the more u talk to more trouble u create... well, i used to think that this sentence doesn't work cuz if there's something wrong and u dun voice out it's worst...well, it's right for that but when there's nth wrong, the more u talk the more trouble u create...and quiet is good cuz u can think of many things...well, but quiet can be bad too cuz u canot express urself and wil feel bottled up... hey, i seem like i am contradicting myself..hehe...
Ytd went orchard with ting actually jordan shld go de loh then pang sei we al... haiz...dun wan to talk bt it...
sometime i dun understand human, why when 我们明明知道这么做会让我们伤心难过难受我们却还偏偏要去做那件事呢？dun u agree? well, why are we doin this to our self then? mayb we shld al try our best to stop doin tis and everyone may just lead a much happier life..
oso this year i learnt that everyone has his or her own problem many ppl whom i tot are those totally carefree ppl who will not hav any troubles actually do hav their problems... well, mayb i just isn't a person to tell ur problem to bah so to me everyone seem carefree cuz like wat i say b4 everyone is wearing a mask rite? anyone dare say tat they do not live with out a mask?
some times i realy wish i could turn back time and change wat i hav done but it is nv possible cuz i everyone had the power to do tat i dunoe wat the world wil become and if oni some one worthy can do tat i wil definitely not be tat somebody cuz i am just a nobody...so i learn that instead of keep thinking if i could turn back time all the time i should oni think abt tat once in a while and for the rest of the time i shall think of how to make up for the mistake in the past or think of how to make up for the things tat i did not do...
well, exams are coming so must start studying but til now i stil dunoe wat the heck is the miss ong teaching in chem!!! JIU MING AH!!!! haha...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
hey...don't noe wat to blog so shall just talk abt my day in school...
the day started off with me getting back my chinese test...got 35.5/50 not v happy with it lah but ok lah... then was maths boring as usual then was eng mrs raj nv come so drag for quite a while b4 going to e6 then later must go take worksheet but my worksheet already at e6 but i just went over to slack... i was telling ivy i canot find my paper in class! cuz it's over at e6 haha...
then recess then was er... SS sian lah then maths evenly sian then was CE we went library to do the job thing then elsa and i want to be DJ then we had tis so called 'try-out' and we ended up laughing like mad ppl hahaha...then we went out to eat...
then came back talk talk here talk talk there then ting they al fang xue le... then they must go for chem ssp so i wait for them with xi en... xi en and i walk walk then we ended up in library with yuan yin, grace and rachel... talk talk talk talk...talk a lot jiu dui le...haha.... in the end when we go back class tingting already go home le haha....
anyway dun feel like expressing my views on anything now... just i tot with that it was different but was stil the same...
Monday, April 25, 2005
hey, today is the advanced paper and i finished both my papers sooo early and sat there to rot...
then i have not handed in my form for the thailand trip cuz i cant decide whether to go or not... so wei wei and i decided to let fate decide we shall hand in tomorrow and if they stil accept then we shall go... haiz...i realy dunoe loh is like i am tore into 2 where one half of me wants to go but scared i wil miss out on things in singapore where the other half dun want to go but scared i miss out some great stuff there...so how? realy v luan....
and dunoe y tis week and last week i suddenly found out that who i thought understands me doesn't and ppl whom i tot did not cared for me and does not understand me any more actually takes note of how i am and understands me and care for me too... well mayb it's time for me to think is it worth to do so much for some one whom well mayb does not do tat much for me.... well, just wana say thank you Peilin and Meifang... well u guys may not know why i am thanking u guys and may not even noe wat u did but sometimes a small thing tat ppl do makes a lot of difference for me...
well, there's one more thing for me to think about when i'm free in class!
Saturday, April 23, 2005
seem like many ppl are getting the virus, the msn virus... well, if you havent got it, better be care ful...
then just now tingting sms me then she nv reply... but i receive her msg v slow loh she 21:09 send de msg i 21:20 then receive leh... dunoe y i suddenly a bit worried abt her...she like v stressed leh... den i dunoe how to help her leh... oni can tel her to destress but how i oso dunoe...haiz...hope she wil not so stress lah...hope tat's al i can do bah...
then i see mr fighting(ge dou tian wang) til disc 9 le but there's oni 10 disc the rest are not out yet i dunoe whether should i see not leh... i noe tis is a stupid thing to think abt lah... oh ya just now i was just looking at the lyrics of simple plan's addicted and 5566's "kao yan"find it nice! hehe...
today i was recording the date for mid yr into my student diary cuz i do it everytime... then i suddenly found out that many subjects i dun understand a thing i may hav made it through some test but tat was pure luck and luck can bring me no where in my studies... well now i am currently v scared of my emaths amaths and chem exams...AHH!
sometime i realy cant diffentiate if someone is guan xin wo or is s/he just kpo... although i realy hope that it is guan xin but some where in me is telling me that it is just kpo... so dao di is kpo or guan xin? haiz...
i dunoe why but tis year i seem more concern abt my friends... last time when they are troubled or wat i wil just tel them" aiya dun so troubled lah" but now i wil wan to know wat is troubling them and try my best to help...and i am getting more tolerant oso... well, are these good things? or wil ppl think i am such a busybody instead? haiz... i think 2005 has been a different yr for me, well, at least the 1st 4 mths has been different...perhaps the nxt few months would b the same agn well, who noes?
oh ya i changed my song too... hope u wil like tis song cuz i totaly love it! Oh ya my tag board is pathetic so tag me if u read this?thanx!
Friday, April 22, 2005
hey, ge dou totally rox!!! I love it!!! The storyline is sooo good but oni one problem, tat is oni part 1 of the vcd is out, part 2 is not out yet! and part 1 is sooo nice! and so gan chiong i think aft i finish part 1 i wil hav a hard time cuz no part 2 yet!!!
then i am definitely going to fail chem...ah!!! haha nth big rite? but something big is i finally passed my E MATHS!!haha...
oh ya frm the show ge dou tian wang rite? there are many meaningful sentences one day if i hav the time i wil post them al here... read them and u wil noe wat i mean...haiya ming ming you heng duo hua shuo but dunoe where to start so nt going to talk abt it...
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
I'm Lost...
Monday, April 18, 2005
people around me al seem so troubled...everyone seem to be sooo troubled with their own problem... then i try to see how i can help them but the worst thing is tat i found out that i am of no help to anyone of them... i am like so useless? i realy want to help them loh i dun like to see they al so not happy, so troubled... but i am of no help... i cant b their listening ear cuz listening ear suppose to give advice and help them solve problems and let them feel better but i suck at giving advice so i cant b a listening ear... well i think the only thing i can do is b their punching bag let them vent their anger or stress bah... well, any one of my friends reading tis, if u need a punching bag or mayb a shoulder to cry on (but my shoulder bu hao kao lah) can come find me loh...
well, i been doing reflections this few days dunoe for wat? mayb cuz nth beta to do... haha... well, if one day u got nth beta to do oso can go do reflection u wil discover many things...hehe...
tml got chem test but i dun understand a single thing the teacher is talking about and mid yr is coming loh wah liao... then i got back my a maths test as usual i failed ppl around me al pass loh wah liao... think i getting stupider every year... the worst thing is i seem immune to failure i dun feel so sad tat i fail leh... jialat loh... like tat the more i wont get smarter...haiz... it's not like i dun wan to get smarter mah is just tat i am stupid... wat to do?
well, shall end here le... ppl around me pls cheer up... there's always a bright side in life k?
Saturday, April 16, 2005
wah my legs breaking liao...dun understand y? read and u wil noe...
tis morning i sort of went to train for 4x100m so leg pain liao then yuan ben wan to go orchard alone de but in the end manage to pull ting ting there...then i was wearing skirt and the tingting keep laughing dunoe for wat... so i went to buy my bro's present then go walk walk then time to go home so go mrt there then tingting go home le then i decided to go j8 to buy her present cuz nxt week like no time... so called my mum then she tel me say energy going j8 today then i was "huh? isit? i tot tml?" then nvm so i decided to go...
so i reached j8 then i go open plaza see mah then saw the event start at 6.30pm but tat time already 6.40pm but even the DJ oso havent come out so i decided to go buy present liao then aft the present buying i decided to go see agn then tat time DJ was out liao then decided to wait til they come loh then aft a while they came liao they sing "Hey You" then i see how come no ah di then i a bit sad liao cuz he nv come then aft the song the Dj ask who is missing then every one shout "ah di" then he came out then i was " Yeah! he got come!" he go army so i think he not much hair so he wore something like badana on his head...haha...then they played games loh then sang " yong yuan bu shuo zai jian" one of my fav songs then when they when they say wat song they goineg to sing they say " yi zhi dao zui hou" but in the end became "yong yuan bu shuo zia jian" so funny... then they going to hav concert on 9th July 2005 i wan to go!!!! but no one go with me...haiz.. alwaes like tat...towards the end they sang their new song!! SOOO NICE!!! haha... then they leave liao...oh ya the reason y my leg going to break cuz the energy thing i was behind so keep tip toeing so leg v tired... but wei le kan ta men zhi de...haha... they realy v cute...haha...
ENERGY ROX!!!
Friday, April 15, 2005
well, i sort of found a way to solve my problems...well if u dun noe wat i'm talking abt try figuring out my post ytd... it is hidden... i decided not to let everything out of the bottle but just to open the bottle cap and allow everything to just evaporate away slowly... hoping that everything wil turn out fine...well look on the bright side ritE? hehe
then today e maths test!!! DIE!!! stupid emaths sure fail AGAIN!! GND lah...keep failing... then chem do tat stupid experiment keep doing agn and agn then alot of ppl break thing...aiyo al so clumsy....
then aft sch wanted to go orchard but in the end nv go...haiz...so tml must go orchard alone haiz...
suddenly was thinking of wat u said and felt wat u meant was "thanx but no thanx..." well mayb tat's wat u meant and i just dunoe how to react to it... shld i b happy or not? haiz...wateva...
aiyo dun understand why other ppl de blog hor (eg. tingting) can blog so many thing i canot... i oso wan blog long long de leh... aiya bo talent lah wat to do... tat's al folks...
Thursday, April 14, 2005
i'm dead... so damn tired aft 2.4km...haiz... v slow leh...every year i getting slower haiz... today b4 2.4km meifang and tingting came my hse... meifang said it was a tradition tat every time before 2.4km she come my hse 1st... so she kept the tradition although tis yr diff class liao...but then me and tingting wan to talk certain thing then she some time like left out like tat...sory lah k?
today maths lesson i was not listening at all! i was writing lyrics and was switched off through out...haha... then tml got emaths test liao leh...sure fail de...haiz... i am failing my maths and al and my other subjects al not go loh dunoe how to survive this yr... mid yr coming liao leh... i v scared...
oh ya we are in for sports day... we were 5th according to the timing from heats... i v scared leh i going to run last runner leh... i v scared we at 1st leading then reach my turn i pull the team down...how? gan chiong leh...
oh ya i think i am getting deaf and blind...everytime ppl talk to me i must huh a lot of time then i noe wat they talking so when u talk to me pls bare with it thanx!
it's best to keep wat i wana say in my heart...
i dunoe wat's wrong with me... i am going to school everyday looking so happy with all my "hahas" but when actually i am not happy at all... i am sooo bottled up and it's like i cant talk to anyone abt it... i am just afraid of radios i just cant seem to trust anyone abt these things cuz of some radio now i am wary of everyone... i realy dun trust ani one with it... forget it... just try to get over it and live beta....
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
hehe...change my song agn cuz the previous one like canot play leh...so change loh...hehe...
today start the day with chinese sian sia then maths equally sian then was eng... e mr ng finaly took over the lesson i tot his lesson wont b beta but equally the same...then recess then ss sian sia keep doin same thing de...then maths agn sian...then they go lit i go eat lunch loh... then went back to class then civil war broke out!! actually i cant even remember wat's the reason that started the war leh...haiz.. dunoe lah at 1st is me together with elsa then later haiyee and avril came and help then in the end who won i oso dunoe haiz...
then eng oral haiz... think i did badly lah...haiz...
i think i going to do badly for all my exam oso lah...
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Hey, how are things going? huH? wth am i talking?
something is wrong with me? haha!! today suppose to hav ssp but in the end no hav
haha... then today nth much happen bah just tat the 1st 2 periods were our(non-literature
students) free yet not free periods... oh ya forgot to say in the previous post... SLY'S
album totally rocks!! the songs are sooo nice...i realy love them but i think i
like di yi ge yuan yin de most the rest are good too!!! i totally love the
songs...mayb bcuz of the lyrics bah sooo nice!!!then er... go buy it!!! haha...
any one reading my blog and is feeling down or troubled or stress or just not feeling happy... just wana tel u al.. cheer up! or else u wil nv see the beautiful side of life!!
Monday, April 11, 2005
quite a few days nv blog le bah... so here i am agn to blog
sat was the sport heats well we came in 3rd for our heat i think and i think i was very slow felt quite sad aft the heat... then remember that day i was talking bt FTND and "queen" told me to believe in FTND? and guess wat? we sort of had a FTND outing on saT... we went plaza sing and then took soooo long to decide where to eat...haha...then later went to hougang mall... then play arcade we play daytona and i am proud to say that i won the 2 guys in one of the two race and got 1st haha... then went home liao loh...so tired went home then slp liao...
then nxt day bought J-Stars Love miracle album and ge dou de vcd...haha... then was studying hist and amaths... haiz... then at nite rotted in front of com...
today got test loh wah liao sucks lah sure going to do badly.... aiya forget it.... now i am rotting in front of my com agn...
oh ya i changed my background music cuz i think ppl think cyndi de song v er xin so change loh....change to sha gua qing ren... think it is a good song.... hehe...
Friday, April 08, 2005
today went to make ic!!! haha...no big deal lah...
then today during class me and ting ting keep passing "love letters" haha no lah... just paper...then during chem v funny got the ask ms ong throw sweet wrappers thing and shuan's lost shoe incident v funny... but nw a days i realy realy cant stand maths lesson anymore man! it totally sucks loh... so so so so boring and i more and more dun like mr pang sia...he v qian bian lah...then pe wah liao run so many round tired sia...then like nth much le lah...
sian ah!!! no one online tat can talk de...sian sian sian...
tml sports heats leh...wish me luck? i v scared hai the team...
Thursday, April 07, 2005
everyone around me seem troubled... haiz... soon i wil b troubled too...haiz...see i am haizing already...
today or ytd someone asked me what happen to ftnd... then my ans is i dunoe and seriously i dunoe... i think soon it wil b tnd then wil b tn and surely it wil b n in the end... cuz i nv hav any good fren...i zhu ding no good fren de... haiz... see lah haizing agn...
today got nth much lah oni the stupid iswaran say i dun like pe is i not dun like his pe period...
aiya no mood liao lah...bye bye....
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
yoz....i change my blog song agn...haha... cuz now it is like so easy to change so i keep changing... change to this act cute song haha...
today go napfa 5 item test...wah liao my stupid sit and reach and incline pull up is my killer man... esspecially sit and reach i get C leh....wah liao.... then the rest stil ok lah... my sit ups i do til 31 then i stop liao haha... then board jump hor i jump first time not day v far then 2nd time i jump i see my left leg over 200 i sooo happy then later they say 198 then i remembered my right leg was more behind...haiz... hai wo bai gao xing... then shuttle run i took of socks and shoes to run then run till foot pain sia...my timing was ok lah 10.3seconds...hehe...i like a bit BHB hor?
today the stupid ms loo got prob lah kp we al... we those no lit de go eat luch she oso wan kp say we shld not be roaming round the sch we shld b studying in class wah liao... go to eat in canteen is called roaming? mah one.... then aft that i rot in class for 1 whole period...haiz...i v scared my maths wil fail leh...wah liao...the mr pang canot teach de loh....stupid pang....
haiz...watever...
Sunday, April 03, 2005
today go pai pai just now go take photo for i/c wah liao i already so ugly liao hor then the pic the colour still v funny make til i so so so so ugly...wah liao.... then er.... nth much happen today just tat... NTH I LEARN FOR SS IS GOING INTO MY BRAIN!!!!
oh ya tat day forget to say eng lesson we change place then i dun like the seating arrangement at alll.... none of my fren is near me...ah!!!! help!!! i dun wan change!!! i siao ah...haha....
Saturday, April 02, 2005
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对
hi yo.... sory for al the rubbish ytd... just tat i xin qing bu hao so need to fa xie yi xia...haha...
nth much to blog so just wana say one thing....jay's songs are great!
Friday, April 01, 2005
wat's life all about? is life al about achieving great things and being number 1? or is it about wasting your time til the time u die? seriously if you were to ask me this question i realy dun noe wat wil my answer b... but i realy hope tat everyone wil say that it is wasting ur time til the time u die then the world will not hav so many ppl competing in everything and then no one wil b called stupid or u hav not achieve anything in life... how's tat? then i think the world wil b much more peaceful...
al of sudden i feel tat everything in life is so unpredictable so we realy must cherish every moment in life but tis is easier said then done... everyone seem to oni noe wat they hav lost til it is gone... i dun wish to make such a mistake like everyone but i just keep making the same mistake over and over agn... ppl say u learn frm ur mistakes but i dun seem to ever learn frm my mistakes y? pls teach me a way to learn
why does everyone like to wear a mask and live life? why cant everyone just show their true self? is their true self too ugly to shoW? i dun like to see a fake world in front of me...everything is so fake... i think oni when humans are young they wil show their true self... i dun think any one is real in my world... wateva... even me myself is not showing the true me to others so in wat position am i to comment on others...
actually if i hav the chance i would realy like to ask everyone around me hor is it look like a radio? everyone seem to dun tel me things de like i wil become radio go report like tat... do i look like one? well if u dun wan me to tel i wil just shut my trap de loh... wateva if u think i am radio then forget it... i think there are others who look like a freaking secret keeper but is actually a radio no radio is wrong is radio cum tv cum newspaper they wil just go tel the whole world bt it...so dun judge a book by its cover... dun be like me... who got tricked by this freaking secret keeper... well i think there are quite a few ppl who got tricked b4 too...
haiz... i talk bt lots of rubbish in my blog today hor? aiya dun read lah waste ur time nia... anyway tingting ah...dun so depressed le lah...ok? i realy wan to noe how to make ppl happy cuz i think many ppl around me are not happy... i dun wish to see that i rather see them happy even if when they are happy i may b... aiya nvm...
change my song to prove it by jolin seem to like tis song alot dunoe y... though it is an old song but it is nice! so listen to it...